I like simple relationships.. I do. I like relationshipts that offer me estability, reassurance, and respect.

I like FAIR relationships; not relationships in which everything is “one way”.

The relationship with Michael is not that one.

I’ve come to realize that fighting for him is useless. He finds a way of breaking down every single barrier that I build for him. He does it on purpose every time.
99% percent of our problems are other women. He is one of those men that have a million women trying to fuck him and I’m ussually very good in keeping them away, but every time I close one door, he opens three more for them. I can’t live like this. I can’t live being afraid that I might lose him to someone else. Especially if he doesn’t do absolutely anything to put them in their place.

I’m talking about women that have lied to break us up. Women that have told very serious lies, that can actually end twhat we have. He lets them do all that. He likes it.

Sorry… I’m not up for that.

I’m a beautiful, smart, funny, and FUCKING AMAZING girl who can find any guy she wants. A guy that would always give me my place and let every other woman know that I am number one.

That being said… it’s really over.

If he has a problem saying “no”, I have a problem saying “yes”. Therefore, I guess we are not meant to be.

He gets away with alot of shit, which is why he doesn’t take it serious when I tell him ” it’s over”. Well.. its really is over.

I love him… I love him more than anything in this world. I just can’t fight against an army by myself… and I wont. I have a lot of problems that are far more important then worrying about the fact that he fails to give me my place. I guess he is weak and I happen to like strong men.

Sad endings are the worst… especially when its something beautiful that ends because of something so simple.

But… I’m a woman… and a woman finds her place when her man doesn’t want to give it to her. I’ll find mine eventually.